Okay, the need to have another relationship isn't there. That is not what I was referring to but rather when I had that "near death" experience 50 years ago I saw a side of life that I had never seen before. There is only one uniqueness call "me". What I saw, what I learned was another person cannot complete the uniqueness called "me" but the joy of it was in sharing it with another unique person in the bonds created by God. Yes, I am a Christian who learned of God from God. He has slapped me down when needed but He has shown me He is there even when not needed. I cannot explain it to so